the next morning it's always as if nothing happened. I'll ask in hone middle of, massaging, 'does it feel good?' and he would reply, 'yeah' softly because he's about to knock out. we start off both on his bed, me sitting by his feet and I always end up, massaging his feet. whenever we get drunk, I always sleep at his house, in his room. it's been eating me alive because I have not come out to anyone and everyone thinks I'm straight.īut here's the thing.
I've come to realize within the past year that I think I really 'like' him. he is the all American guy, played soccer all his life and every girl thinks he's so hot. I have been best friends with my straight guy friend for the past 6 years and he is also 25. I'm 25 years old and I'm pretty sure I am gay.
